Xchilly-angelX

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Ou est le sens de la vie? by Xchilly-angelX, literature

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Ou est le sens de la vie?

Où est le sens de la vie? Il est dur de comprendre quelquefois Que des larmes qui habitent au bord des yeux Peuvent un jour couler par tristesse ou par bonheur Il est dur de comprendre à quel point on peut être malheureux Avec si peu de choses qui comblent nos vies Or Je ne sais pas crier, et encore moins pleurer Je conserve alors, tous mes pleurs dans mon coeur déchiré Je ne saurais voir ou prendre l'aide qui me vient Je ne saurai même pas comment prendre Sa main Il est dur de comprendre, que cela peut prendre des mois Avant d'enfin accepter le mal qui vous rongeait, De l'exposer, de le raconter, le dire, comme si de rien n'éta

Ce monde... by Xchilly-angelX, literature

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Ce monde...

Je regarde le monde qui me fuit, Ce monde où aucune réalité n'est douce à dire, Où le moindre sourire est suspect de traîtrise, Ce monde où une coupure bien placée Peut décider que ça finit, que ç'en est assez, Alors s'échappe de cette entaille un flot écarlate, Tel une rigole d'amertume, déversant toute la malice du monde En un petit tourbillon rouge et chaud. Doucement, la mort nous berce de ses bras réconfortants Et lentement, le someil le plus paisible, la nuit la plus douce, la plus longue, Nous saisit tendrement, en nous disant d'oublier ce monde, Ce monde qui a causé ces deux traits sombres,seuls témoins d'un désespoir san

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Her Favorite Element by Xchilly-angelX, literature

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Her Favorite Element

Bioluminescence. Thats all she can think about before the hit. "There is bioluminescence here and I know what that word means" Looking down in the water she can see all the fish (probably disturbed by the current) shining, moving around, swiming pointlessly in that cold, black water. They grow bigger at a crazy speed. "Don't scream, the night's calm and the moon is beautiful. Don't disturb that with your silly fears. You've already disturbed enough the world as it is. Yeah...silly fears...it's only water after all...your favorite element. Beautiful wat..." She won't finish that word, nor that sentence. The drawing for her friend will alway

Quotes by Xchilly-angelX, literature

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1- The Kiss A kiss...what exactly is a kiss? A kiss is like a breath A little, humid softness, The palpitation of two lips, A bit of tenderness given on the corner of a cheek Of a mouth or even on the whole body of the other A frozen moment, as short as the dew of a feeling A kiss is like a sparkle of a star in the immensity of the cosmos It's good like a golden bread, made with love. A kiss is like a slice of eternity That's going to rely two lives with the best of themselves. A kiss given like a sparkle of light must be recieved, amplified, To be completed. 2- To be a victim is for some a full-time job that leaves no time for

I'll be there... by Xchilly-angelX, literature

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I'll be there...

When you feel alone, When you need someone To clear those shining tears From your bright eyes, When you need a friend To help you remember What your feathery wings are for, You won't have to call me. I'll be looking up At all those mysterious stars Upon the black, velvet coat of the night, Hiding the face of God. I'll be looking at all those shining miracles, And I'll come to you. I'll be there, by your side, To warm you up through the night, My arms locked around you, As light as the touch of the morning dew. I'll be holding you closely, To let nothing separate our hearts, And always keep them beating at the same pace,

Dark angel, yeah right x__x by Xchilly-angelX, literature

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Dark angel, yeah right x__x

Dark Angel, Yeah right!! Saying things in order to ruin my life, That's his function He might be ho! so loved by some others But with me, the only thing he does Is torning my soul, Ripping me apart And make my eyes water. I seem him every day, Normal: I'm in his class (invading HIS class, actually) He thinks he's so superior and powerful. In fact...he might be. He's got the power of life and death upon me I almost killed myself for him His words brought me back In some dark corner of my mind, Where no one loves me, Where his arms are for me The ones I used to love, But are now the ones crushing my life, Reducing it to no

Careful with real life... by Xchilly-angelX, literature

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Careful with real life...

Careful with real life! She seems so quiet, so calm But in fact she's disgusted. Disgusted of this disease called life Disgusted of the people around her. Her madness turned into a trip. A whole trip she can do in her own head, In the farthest corner of her subcontious mind, Where she can finally be alone And feel the softness of silence. Playing a video game, She doesn't even see the screen. The moving squares are for her As insignifiant as the death of an ant. The boredom kingdom. Ho! It rhymes! That made her day. Two words made her happy for 24 hours. And then...death... For milleniums we've seeked the explanation, the s

What's the matter? by Xchilly-angelX, literature

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What's the matter?

What's the matter? One guy, Two guys what's the matter? They're both perfect Chose this man, Chose him not The other one's waiting Don't make him suffer. Life's so short Why not take them both? No, wait Respect. One's got to be the one. The one to fill your life The little girl's growing up. "Make a choice, but, Don't be wrong You must be perfect Or else you'll be... Well...you'll be laughed at" Pressure, Pressure, Can't you leave her shoulders, For one second? Hamlet or Romeo? Don Juan or Don Quichotte? Time for her to breathe Ho! Won't she chose Between two guys That love her And that she loves? One guy, Two

My dream...my only dream... by Xchilly-angelX, literature

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My dream...my only dream...

Slowly dancing through the night Snow cover us with its soft, white coat. He's holding my hand, Warming me up at the same pace As my hear does. I'm pulling him closer. His lips upon my face Effectuate a soft waltz, Carressing my skin With those two pink perfections With his ivory teeth showing In a gorgeous smile. His hand gliding through my hair Gives me goosebumps. His deep, warm, chestnut eyes Smothering me With this comforting look Only he can have. We get inside a church, To feel this quiet atmosphere We can only get in the house of God. We lie on a banch, As a requiem is being played. We're holding eachother, B

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Current Residence: Québec, Canada
Personal Quote: It's true...the night's the darkest moment ever...but its also the only time where you can see stars

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Xchilly-angelX

Apr 16, 2006

And she's back

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Hey guys!! just wanted to make an update of my journal since I wrote the last one...in august :S hehe ^_^; erm whats new?? well as you guessed, I'm TOTALLY IN LOVE and it feels great ;) part from that I'm really really sick... I spent the whole afternoon at the emergency (??? how dyou say that??? à l'urgence...whatever) yesterday with my friend... I have a very bad """amygdalite""" the things in the throat that swell when they're infected and that some ppl take off.... anyways and it went in my lungs so it's pretty bad and it hurts as hell and my bf's in Toronto this week-end to make a surprise for his auntie's 50th bd so he's

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Xchilly-angelX

Aug 7, 2005

Just...happy!! :D

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hmmmm what to say?? Really everything's going well. Job's so so considering it really kills me...but it's worth it cuz it pays kinda good. So yeah...it's my bf's birthday on friday...still have to find a gift... Part from that well...gimme news of you, guys! Love ya'll :hug:

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Xchilly-angelX

Jul 28, 2005

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Sometimes we think our parents are so cruel. My dad sent me this today, I guess he took it on a website even thought he didn't give me the link. Still...sometimes it feels good to cry ourselves to sleep ... as long as those tears are some of peace and happiness... Je vais essayer de m'en souvenir. Je t'aime, imparfaitement, mais je t'aime. P'pa x x x x -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I love you as you are, as you seek to find your own special way to relate to the world. I know it is important that you are the person you want to be and not someone else that I or others 'think' you should